Extremely scared.
I'm moving out of Connecticut soon.
Whether I like this state or not, it's been my home for almost 15 years.
I think if I had grown up somewhere else, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
I'm going to have to start all over. I know I've said before that fresh starts are needed, But I've had more control when I was starting something new. I'm moving to Michigan which from what i hear is way different than Connecticut.
I'll have my wonderful bf and his amazing family, which i am grateful for, but i wont have any friends.
There will be nothing familiar to me there.
I'm really going to have to grow up and thats terrifying.
Hun, you can do this - like you've said, change and fresh starts are needed, even if it can seem daunting at first to be distanced from the things you're familiar with.
ReplyDeleteI know you're a really strong person, and that facing the things that scare you will help you to get even stronger.
If you want to vent to someone, or just feel lonely, or any other reason, I'm still around so you can send me a message anytime!
I just wish I had something more helpful to say...
xxx
Thanks <3
ReplyDeleteI'm still pretty scared but I can do this.
I went on this website CompassionPit.com and someone talked some sense into me and i feel a lot better now.
Thanks for the kind & honest words <3
That's good - I'm glad you're feeling more positive about it! :)
ReplyDeleteI've found that website's really helped me at times too.
I'm still here for you if you need me though <3